S ~ सूनी सूनी रातें हैं!!

सूनी सूनी रातें हैं

बरसातें सूखी सूखी सी

नामुमकिन मुलाकातें हैं

नज़रें भूखी भूखी सी

सूरज जो आये, रौशनी ना लए

चंदा भी अब तो, गर्मी बढ़ाये

चिड़िया की ची ची

कबूतर गुटरगूं

हमको तो आजकल कुछ भी ना भाये

रंग रसिया अब तो आ जा रे

रंग रसिया और ना सता!!!

सूनी सूनी राहें हैं

शामें रूठी रूठी सी

खाली खाली बाहें हैं

मुस्कानें झूठी झूठी सी

सावन जो आये, मुझको नहीं भाये

पनघट की रौनक, रास नहीं आये

सहेलियों की चाहत

अब्बा की आहत

हमको तो आजकल कुछ भी ना भाये

रंग रसिया अब तो आ जा रे

रंग रसिया और ना सता!!!

Author's Note: Busy schedule has kept me behind by 3 letters again for A-to-Z Challenge. This is a Hindi Poem about a girl waiting for her love. 

Click here for image source.

D for Dimple on his cheeks (A to Z challenge series)

I don't know if you can call it a guest post if it's written by your own wife. There are chances of misinterpretation that she may ask why you are considering her as guest.....but anyways. This is the first guest post on my blog by my lovely wife Garima Talwar - 

 

Dimple on his cheeks

make me go mad & weak

His beautiful sight

Like the bright sunlight

that shining smile

I wish he could be mine

The moment I saw him first time

he looks like a natural rhyme

When he looked into my eyes

I skipped my beat in that sight

Words were short 

I wish I could say a lot

I was into deep thoughts

When I realized, red handed I was caught

Was it chemistry or physics

I asked him out & took the risk

It proved to be the most beautiful day of my life

It's April 2015 now & I am his lovely wife!!!!

G For Garima - My Life..my wife!!

Though I consider myself lucky

Life was never so kind to me

Always traveled a road that was rusty

Until the moment came & I found thee

Unsettled, yet amazing

Always appear to be blazing

Can do nothing but gazing

Such a gracing you are!!

A lot of love

And a little fight

A lot of happiness

With a pinch of strife

When things go wrong

The answer is - a Hug tight

Such a chemistry we are!!

A commitment of love

An excitement never dying

A story ‘in-progress’

Two of us going to write

You are the wind

If I am a kite

Such a symphony we are!!

The song of love

Was never so right

The sky of life

Was never so bright

Admiring the dawn

Forgetting twilight

Such a bonding we are!!

  

Linking it to A-to-Z Challenge

Reply to Ex-Girlfriend (now Wife) from her Ex-Boyfriend (now Husband)....

If you haven't read the previous letter, here's the First letter from Wife to Husband.

And now husband replies:

Dear Ex-girlfriend & now Wife,

I know I had been tough to handle all the time. I accept that I should have treated you a lot better than I did during last two years of our marriage. With this realization, I also accept that I haven’t been able to justify the role of husband.

There’s only one sane thing I did in my life, which is, falling in love with you and I recognize now that I cannot live without you. This is the only universal truth of my life. The thought of losing you is so dreadful and terrific that it took a fraction of second for tears to roll-out after reading the first ten lines of your letter. I see it now that it feels so good to be loved.

How can I forget that every time I got a call from my family members, I handed over the phone to you because I know you can handle them better than me. Our outings have been limited to weekly/fortnightly grocery shopping; however I still remember our first & second honeymoon. Waking up early in the morning for preparing my bed tea may be harsh on you; however seeing my beautiful lady the first thing after waking up forms such a great part of my day. But I now realize that it’s not always about ME, but it is about US.

A lot of people have told me that a woman can bring an organized life to a man’s life; I only experienced it after getting married to you. Even while leaving me with this letter, you acted so organized which is unimaginable. How can you be so organized in that state of mind?

You’ve kept my favorite tee-shirts & trousers with the same jacket which I never usually wash during the whole winter. I remember you yelling at me for wearing that jacket all days and I want to be yelled again. I remember you asking me to kiss you before I leave for office, and I want to kiss you again. How can I forget the coziness you used to bring to our bedroom with so clean bed sheets and pillows and heart loving fragrances?

Along with this letter, you will find a gift pack, and I want you to open it before I see you, off course in Shamiyana Restaurant. I am handing over my life to you and want you to decide if we want to live together or not. I beg you not to leave me alone in this life and promise that I would do all to ensure that you feel privileged and proud to have a guy like me.

PS: The gift pack contained the Table Tennis kit and the guy & the girl had their dinner in Shamiyana restaurant in Srinagar, Kashmir. 

Flirt....it just comes naturally....

Does flirt comes to me naturally....well...readers can tell it better after reading below conversation with one of my sweethearts....

Girl: Hi Hemu....wat's up!!!

Me: Everything is up sweetheart (don't read in between the lines)...wat's up at your end!!

Girl: Nothing much here....I am not well..

Me: What happened baby...anything worth sharing!!!

Girl: No....bas aise hi..

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.......(silent for 2 minutes)....

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Me: by the way...I checked out ur your snaps on Facebook....(offcourse I had to drag the conversation..)

Girl: Ooooopppssss...how did you find them!!!

Me: Indeed good......(I was about to say more; but you know......anyone can't once they want to talk)

Girl: aur vo vali pic kaisi thi, jisme main bride k saath hu!!

Me: It was beautifully beautiful...I wonder if anyone was looking at the bride..you were shining so much..

Girl: aur vo vali...jisme main akeli hu!!!

Me: Some people say that sexiness and beauty can not go together....I guess they might not have seen you....(It came instantly...)

Girl: 5 to 6 similes....(I wonder if she knows the meaning of all of them)

Girl:  So did you miss me after I moved to Kolkatta!!!  (here you come...)

Me: Sweetheart!!!! missed you like anything here....all I wanted to do was propose you before you leave the city...but couldn't get the courage to do that.....(I don't mind if she blocks me right now....)

Girl: one smiley 

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....... (for 80 seconds it was visible that she was typing something) another smiley...(and another one after 2 more minutes....I waited and was thinking...no...I was sure that she would say something that I wanted to hear)

Girl: So why don't you do it now!!!!!

Me: Smiley.....okay....are you sure...I wonder how you would respond to my proposal!!!

Girl: But I think till now you were the only person who actually understood me from within... 

Me: I am obliged.. (though I can't understand how did you make that statement)...finally I managed to ask: "Why did you say so"!!

Girl: Because I gave you so many chances to get dirty with me...but you never crossed the line and always respected me from your heart!!!

Me: (this made me doubt if I am a flirt or she is)..anyways....I always respected you from the core of my heart.....(though I have no idea where this core of the heart is located in my physical body)

Girl: So are you proposing me now!!!

Me: Do you really want me to!!! I really don't want to break your heart honey.

Girl: No...I would love to hear those words from you.....

Me: Do you see me upside down on my head!!!

Girl: What!!! (with astonished smiley)

Me: Just say yes....

Girl: Yes...I see you...

Me: U need to come to me....a little close...

Girl: Is that enough!!

Me: No...a little more...

Girl: Can't come closer than this now...

Me: Here...I can feel your breathing....Do you see the mug lying on your table?

Girl: Yes....

Me: It just tasted your lips while you were having coffee....Do you see the spoon lying on that plate...the spoon just tasted your tongue while you were having cornflakes..

Girl: Yes I see both of them....what do you mean!!!

Me: Remember...you had a bath with warm water before we met in this room!!!

Girl: Yes..

Me: You forgot to hang the towel on the rope in the balcony.....Do you also see the eyelash kept on your dressing table along with your lipstick!!!

Girl: Yes....I do see those....

Me: Do you see your gold chain...you took it off before going for a shower!!!

Girl: Let me wear that.....

Me: I want to replace that Mug....I want to replace that spoon....(pause.......)

I want to place myself with towel...(pause.......)

I want to be that eyelash....(pause.......)

and I want be that lipstick..(pause.......)

and I also want to replace that gold chain with me(pause.......)

....because I want to spend each moment of my life with you...and being in this Ramdev position..I ask for your hand.....to dress your finger with a virtual ring of my kiss...Are you listening!!!!

Girl: I can't believe it....you just proposed me with the most different way I have ever come across....so sweet of you....I never knew that you loved me so much!!!(pause.......)

I am mad....I am just for you.......you made me crazy Hemant.....

And than the final moment arrive....

"Page can not be displayed".....I lost my internet connection :(   :(

"PS: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, and incidents are either products of author's imagination or are used fictitiously (or may be not). Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead is entirely coincidental (or may be not)"  

Separation!!!!!

where have you gone!

leaving me alone

I don't like this solitude

limitless moan

darkness fawn

feeling as if dying on rood

loosing my brawn

totally withdrawn

feels as if I am nude

come back for the sake of our love


Don't miss the recorded version in my voice:-

Separation!!!! by hemantarora

Is pyaar ko main kya naam doon!!!!

Beautiful and ugly

fast and googly,

Sweet and sour

exciting and bore,

Deep and shallow

filled and hollow,

Great and tiny

dry and rainy,

Is pyaar ko main kya naam doo!!!

The day I met you....

The day I met you, 

The world appeared different to me,

The day I met you,

The 'myself' appeared different to me,

Those simple words,

the way you looked at me,

Your simple attire,

the way you spoke to me,

That cute smile,

your innocent heart,

those deep eyes

were speaking a lot,

your inner thoughts,

expressed through eyes,

your emotions,

reflected in your smile,

when we shook hands,

I felt if, I have,

touched something I owned,

I also felt,

If I would never be alone,

An expression of trust,

was found in my eyes,

In my heart,

I  sensed flying kites,

your face kept shining,

like 500 watt light,

Words were not needed,

the silence was so right,

we found the connection,

in each other's sight

The day I met you, 

The world appeared different to me,

The day I met you,

The 'myself' appeared different to me,

ये रिश्ता बड़ा अजीब लगता है!!!

ये रिश्ता बड़ा अजीब लगता है,
क्यों प्यार का बंधन अब करीब लगता है, 

क्यों लगता है जब हम दोस्त थे,
वो दिन थे कितने अच्छे,
वो खट्टी मीठी बातें,
और वो ख्याल थे कितने सच्चे,
क्यों टूट सी गई है डोर,
और धागे हुए कच्चे,
फिर भी जब तुम होते हो पास,
वो एहसास बड़ा ही अज़ीज़ लगता है,

ये रिश्ता बड़ा अजीब लगता है,
क्यों प्यार का बंधन अब करीब लगता है,

The idea of a perfect date......

Everyone has his/her own idea of perfect date. I never gave this a thought, until I went through this POST. And then I realized that I too can have some super romantic ideas of a perfect date. After commenting on the post I thought to give it a form of post on my blog as well. 

Here I go with my idea of perfect date....one of them requires you to step outside and another one shoes u a picture of few of homedates ;) 

--Sitting and watching her endlessly....

--Singing her a song......
--Cooking her favourite dish without letting her enter kitchen......
--Watching her while she is watching television....
--Looking into her eyes and trying to measure how deep   they are....
--Watching her sleeping....omg...she looks so awesome..
--Spending the night on the roof..under the natural dim-light of moon....stars above the head..
--Spending whole day at home and being available to each other mentally, physically and emotionally.....
--A candle light dinner at home....possibly at the rooftop...

--Sitting on the riverbank with my head on her lap......

--Watching the City Paris from Effile Tower.....
--Boating together with a view of sunset in the background.....
--Watching the sunrise together on a beach.....
--Do the titanic ACT on a cruise....
--Spending the night at a campfire with only the two of us around.....

So so so....if you have dropped by here and ended up reading the complete post...do mention your idea of perfect date......it will make this post far richer than what it is :)
 

Thanks for reading me....your comments are my paycheques....

In the attempt to find my love, I found myself...

Yes, I have just realized that there are so many things in this world which hold more significance in my life than love. I think my mom needs more attention than you and I must help my brother in accomplishing his dreams. May be, it would be more substantial to follow what my boss says, than attending your call every night. At least he is real and not an illusion like you. I also think that it would be more appropriate to spend time with my parents in post dinner discussion and help them deciding how the future would look like for the family.

May be, it was just attraction or a friendship caught on fire....but I am sure it was not love. After today, I may think that it was an earmark that you left and I also won't regret that I did let you walk away. Those tiny details may not catch my attention going forward. My world would still move, if I don't tell someone what I had in my dinner or which clothes I wore on a specific day. Telling my mom how my day was in the office would make her happier and may bring a smile on her face than discussing those flyspecks with you. Seeing that smile should be the most important task in my life, rather than bringing you tonnes of gift to see you happy.

We might not have meant for being together, and I think I would not be able to keep this 'friendship' alive anymore. We can never be friends, because may be I loved you more than anything in this world before today. Till yesterday, our paths varied but our goals were same. Today onwards our goals also vary and I know I will achieve mine without you.

Till yesterday, I was striving hard to find you but I think in the attempt to find my love, I found myself. I must thank you for making my life easier. I must also thank you for making me reach the stage of self-realization.

May be I would like to continue my life journey without you and may be i still know that I truly love you...

Stay far....Stay away.

Please don't call, I have changed my number.

You would not be able to see me online on gtalk, I have blocked your ID.

Don't try tracking me on facebook, my technical friends have helped me blocking you permanently from facebook, may be they could have helped me in doing the same with my heart.

No Regards...you don't deserve any.

Nitin

This is a letter drafted by me for one of my friends. I tried my best to translate his feelings into words. May he recover soon. 

Thanks for reading me....your comments are my paycheques.

With Love

Hemant

She………and the moment

She was wearing a magenta Punjabi suit, her face was glowing like a 500 watts light,

I suddenly thought to dedicate few notes to the girl of my life;

She was looking stunning, gorgeous, with a clean layer of kazal in her eyes,

I was not able to look anywhere else but her face, she was looking charming and bright;

Than we crossed the road with her hands in my hands,

For a moment it seemed as if I was flying in the sky, my feet leaving the land;

I term those two hours as the fastest two hours, and those 3 days, as the logest 3 days of my life,

I had nothing in my mind, but focus on you and try my best for everything goes right;

My efforts were to make that moment as special for you as I can,

I was missing stars, romantic songs, music and if we could have a chance to dance in the rain;

Anyways, that parking was meaningful and became the witness of the most important episode,

You didn’t say no, neither had you said yes; we simply walked towards the road;

My eyes were about to go moist, but I stopped myself being weak,

I recalled my mother’s words that I am a fighter, I immediately asked you for a meet;

The answer was yes, I felt a little happy, and you said bye,

That was the most important hug of my life, it was warm, special, and almost made me cry;

Finally you accepted my love, with so many doubts and questions in your mind,

We definitely felt a little relaxed, and finally we were sure it will be a great bind………

Dedicated to the girl of my life......

My feelings were as usual when I saw you first time,

I never thought in my wildest dream of you being mine;

You were stepping out of your room, with water drops falling from your tresses,

It was the smell of yours trying to give me a message;

I couldn’t think much but went to my room,

Your image still around my mind with a sound boom boom……

Then we started talking and exchanging few thoughts,

We became good friends, touchwood I started admiring you a lot;

You are so simple, lovely, adorable and truthful,

I almost became a fan of yours without realizing where I was heading to;

We talked, we laughed, and we giggled together,

Sometimes distance does not create a barrier but works like a cap with a feather;

It’s always a nice feeling talking to you,

Suddenly I started realizing that I can be myself when I am with you;

I wish if we get chance to meet more often,

May god kill all your fears and give you more strength;

I still feel that we can be great friends without any strife,

Would you mind being with me for the rest of your life?

You have my whole life to think and take your decision;

My feelings for you won’t change, even if you give me millions of reasons…..

These notes are dedicated to the girl of my life….

We know very well that we both can make wonderful soul mates……without any strife…